Ryan’s Life 2004 on netflix

15-year-old Ryan Harris is panicky due to an acute case of sexual confusion: he’s got a girlfriend but he correctly suspects that he’s gay. Forced into a laborious period of self-examination due to his inability to reconcile the social norms of high school with his teen hormones (that are marching firmly to the beat of a different, suspiciously suave drummer), Ryan tries to maintain an attitude of “don’t ask, don’t tell” with himself and with his friends — but his overwhelming attraction to Luke Trasatti forces him to address and ultimately answer all the questions he’s trying to keep in the closet…